Bittersweet Life...

Monday, March 21, 2005

and so i came back frm the camp. honestly, it was boring. the campers were so dead. during the campfire, the emcees looked soo uncomfortable on stage. and the guests had to roar out the cheers and the songs so tt the campfire session was lively. but it was not tt successful... the damn campers still dun wanna respond.. so boring. and u noe wat? mr azam said tt the guests shouldn't 'hijack' the campfire. well, if we didnt hijack the campfire, there wouldnt be one in the first place... coz there wasnt anyone singing.. and the bloody fire was dyin.

it was soo dumb... but luckily i had the company of my squadmates. most of them were there.... miss them all.. it's been a while since we've hanged out at sch. it was fun... hey ad, wish u were there... moh sing is still sarcastic and funny. a-dong is very pitiful, coz kena bully by me and rabia and andy.... haha.. andy changed a lot. derek was there. and talkin bout derek, he is SO good looking... with his dyed and styled hair, and pierced ear, he looked damn cute when he came down for the nite. damn u ad... u shouldnt have let him go... he was such a cutie. he changed alot. for the better. really. too bad my camera had to die on me during the camp.... so i cant take a pic of him... adrena, i think u'll fall for him if u see him now. hehe...

mr azam opened the library for us.. so we slacked there. u must be thinking tt it's kinda dumb slackin at the half dead and useless school library. so wrong... ppl of siglap (so to say, siglapians), the school library is so much more a pretty sight now... it is CARPETED, has NEW SOFAS and a tv which cant be switched on. it was a nice place to sleep... the aircon now is so much more powerful than last time... man, i would have studied in the library if it was like wat it is now last yr... besides the major changes in the library, there were other changes too... such as the canteen. it has been painted YELLOW. the d&t block is now in PURPLE. i noe u guys are thinkin the same things as i did when i first saw it.

of coz, i didnt sleep the whole nite. really... instead, i played card games with the boys since the girls had knocked out. pretty fun...

oh yeah, b4 goin to camp, i called adrena's grandfather. yes.. the datuk. y? coz i gotta ask him bout the international callin card. our dear adrena insisted on me callin her during the camp... well, it was sth new to me. everything, frm buying the calling card and diallin those foreign no... but it was nice talking to adrena. damn girl, we miss u a lot..

syazani and i went out to kopitiam at 2 am to buy food... the boys and i ate murtabak in the wee hours of the morn... and tt was our breakfast. and i didnt sleep after tt too... i onli slept at 7 sth...

oh yeah, anyone noes bout the mly show on suria? the 9 o'clock one.. pelangi? erm, i think the one with suhaila salam inside.. i watched it and saw this guy who looked like someone i noe (adrena, read: alfred). someone who i hated. someone who interferes with npcc issues... and guess wat, it is HIM. alfred. alfred, the bastard. alfred, who tore our tent down during my first camp. adrena, he's on tv. he's acting. opposite suhaila salam. remember the bollywood girl who acted with aaron aziz? yeah.. tt girl. he's acting as her guy i think... yuckies!! and he did came down for the camp... double yuckies!

i felt so down when i came home. no matter how sucky and boring the camp was, i still had fun... i feel so happy and comfortable being me ard my sqaudmates.

anyone has a plan for me? i wanna run away frm home... haiz.. i wanna break free.. my social life ends everytime i step into the house again.

Smashed into pieces at 3/21/2005 01:35:00 PM